I started reading a devotional book written by Amy
Carmichael called “I Come Quietly to Meet You”.
I’ve only read the first three chapters and I am already so blessed by
what she says. Amy was a missionary in India her whole life so reading her words and seeing how close she was to God
is a great encouragement to me. She starts
out her second chapter saying, “Blessed be the Lord our God, who does – if we
speak the honest truth – cause His word to come to us in just this way: like a
strong hand reaching out for us to take hold of firmly, and to take hold of us.” She goes on to talk about trust and how it
means ‘to lean on, to place the weight of my confidence upon’. Then she quotes many verses that talk about
leaning on God and how when we lean on God, who is our strength, we are
helped. She ends with a prayer, “… But I
want to trust you. To relax the weight
of my fears and anxieties against you.
To rest, to know how fully trustworthy you are. Help me, Father. I reach for your hand, feel your firm grip…
and I lean my weight against you now.”
I love that line: “To relax the weight of my fears and
anxieties against you.” There have
definitely been a lot of fears and anxieties I have encountered these past two
and half weeks but every time I bring them to God I feel like they just fall
off me. When I trust in him, I don’t
have anything to be afraid of. When I
lean on him, his firm grip holds me up.
I was also reminded of PUSH physical theater which came to
Roberts Wesleyan College every year I was there. They used to do a one person act where the
main guy looked like he was falling but then was caught by a hand in the
sky. His arm was held up and he sort of
dangled from this imaginary hand in the sky.
He was held up, not by his own strength, but by the hand he was holding
onto above him. I think the skit was
done to You Are Loved (Don’t Give Up) by Josh Groban, which also talks about
being held up by God (“Don’t give up/It’s just the weight of the world/When your
heart’s heavy/I...I will lift it for you”).
It was always my favorite act they did because it showed how God is
holding our hands to hold us up and if we hold tightly to his firm grasp, and
trust in him, he will not let us fall.
In a place where I don’t know the culture or the people it
is such an encouragement to remember that God firmly holds my hand through it
all and helps me in all things. After
reading this chapter I was inspired to make a piece of art that would remind me
of this truth every day.
this is beautiful! I also love that you did it on handmade paper! Is this the paper you make or did you get it in Thailand? Either way, beautiful reminder.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the reminder! Very special. God Bless!
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